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Date : Monday, November 30, 2009 Time : 2:57 AM i felt his hints and messages all around what I've been doing. is a slow painful road that i deserves, being so stubborn all these years. but i think this time, decisions has made. God had allowed me to choose in the beginning, but he have reduced it into only one. in the midst of numerous things i do, things i love doing, suddenly, i felt empty and lonely- i did not enjoyed the day. i guess this is how the devil "leaving me dead". i guess i have no more choice left.
the damage already done, i felt worthless. things shows its causes and effect, this night really told me a lot of truth. it could be a wonderful day only when it starts with it i start to know the line, i start to appreciate, i start to learn to shut up and talk. if i could just take things seriously, if i could be more serious about it, if i could follow everything He said, i wouldn't have to worry about what's right and wrong.
Date : Wednesday, October 28, 2009 Time : 7:34 PM What's the price of knowing God more? living in his presence, in the knowledge of him, the stillness of his dwelling place, where the lonely finds his freedom. How much do we have to pay for such vacation, where no where you can find such intimacy. Some can only dream/envy of. The price is your whole heart, nothing less... let there be no distractions, no greed, no relationships before him, dreams that are yet to come through. Love God with all your heart, mind and strength.
Date : Sunday, August 30, 2009 Time : 4:15 AM 3 Rs
Repentance, Resolute, Resolution Repentance- Surge of Guilt overflowing to cause sorrowfulness reaching to the fullest capacity, finally broken down. resentment intensify, turn around, start running till grace is found... Resolute- density of decision inclined. Priorities. Resolution- off for the trip, make clear of the destination, refined visual senses, focus enhanced. juggling with multiple chaotic trashes, nothing will be completed. focusing one at a time,treating it with patience. how to be a better person is not what God really care, so what you trying to do to God is a genuinely impractical. God desire mercy, not sacrifice. Therefore no work is enough to please him, we can be preaching to million of people, healing a dying cancer patient, but have not come to know God more, shortchanging his relationship, maybe we just living on the boat where all the wonder awesome creation of the underworld beneath the sea.
Date : Thursday, August 13, 2009 Time : 12:14 AM Recounting this life that i'd slumped through, just so much regrets and i wish all these was just a dream, or i would rather be in a coma and wake up finding I'm in hospital with a younger body... i wish i could turn back time.
As my hair becoming more stiff and dry, i guess age is catching up, i could only re-live again. catching up what i've missed, where i didn't get a chance to do it, either lack of financially or personal motivations. things i wanna do... hope u all can help me accomplish... lol: 1. To watch Matrix and the whole sequel 2. learn diving 3. greater devotion with God 4. shepherd of 2 5. getting my body in model shape. (men's health) kekeke (matrix may seems random but anyone got the dvd can lend me?) (shepherd of 2? When? i don't know. working on it now...)
Date : Monday, July 6, 2009 Time : 4:34 AM it's easy to ignore, but it's hard time starving your curiosity... abstaining closeness with one another by closing my senses shut... when i start to open, there is no one around. brows start pulling itself together because of anger, see further, so far that you need days to reach to the others...
Date : Monday, June 15, 2009 Time : 11:04 PM a friendly voice greets, you'd tried to resist, for long you've patronized her, until you were habituated in that accustomed sound... fleeting away, but your eyes keeps turning back. you tried to fend it away, but it rings louder and louder... immense curiosity enough to drown you overpowered. you can't help it but to be subdued over by the voice...
foolish, helplessly foolish...
Date : Tuesday, June 9, 2009 Time : 2:33 AM "focus glenn, u got to focus... That's right! Stop looking elsewhere... U are almost there!
Jus wat are u looking for? Money? Fashion? Girls? Friends? Musics? Movies? Gadgets? How can you make it in life? How can you live like this? How can this be your life? You need me! I'm the one who gives the good gifts, who really really know what u need! Who love u more than anything u can offer me. I'm the one who give u everything, the one who listens to you, your very own heart and your crys... Love me more and more each day! You gotta stop searching for others and come look for me! Where ur treasure is where your heart will be! How can anyone serve both money and God? Either he forsake one, and follow the other... Please don let me be the one left abandoned... For i will bless you abundantly! You are very close to me!" And a lot more God wants to speak to me... I'm really glad tat there is 2nd chance x unlimited... It's still happening... GOD'S GRACE! I really felt guilty... So many times i've ignored the whispers, for so long you never give up... U never let me down |
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